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Ksenia Anske

March 11, 2015

How to keep writing when money is scarce

by Ksenia Anske


Photo by JoãoBacalhau

Photo by JoãoBacalhau

Photo by JoãoBacalhau

Photo by JoãoBacalhau

 

Savannah Grace asked: "Would you mind me asking a personal Q? I just see how well you are doing with social media and how much influence you have. You are doing an amazing job and are a writing machine. I'm just running into a huge financial problem right now which puts me in a very bad situation for my writing career and may have to give it up. I'm at the point where I feel I really am on verge of making the whole thing work financially.... but... but... How do you do it? And are you at the point where you can live from what you make now as an author/blogger? Trying to find some inspiration here."

Thank you, Savannah! 

Let me begin by saying this.

I have started writing not expecting to make any money at all, but purely for therapy. So I set out to adjust my life in such a way where my lack of money wouldn't inhibit my writing. Surprisingly, I started making money via book sales and donations, and even landed a ghostwriting gig through this blog. Here is what happened, step by step. 

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TAGS: question, answer, help, how to, money, motivation, inspiration


June 7, 2014

Why writing rules don't matter

by Ksenia Anske


Photo by Brad Wagner

Photo by Brad Wagner

Photo by Brad Wagner

Photo by Brad Wagner

Something happened today. Something amazing. It doesn't necessarily guarantee that my 3rd novel, IRKADURA, will somehow be touched by a stroke of genius, though, funny enough, in the moment when this epiphany struck me, it felt like it. To me. Hahaha. Right. Secret reprehensible hopes. Like that will ever happen. Maybe. I don't know. In the meantime. Let me keep being decorous and continue with our conversation.

Something struck me today. Wait. I'm lying. It struck me yesterday. Well, a bit today, too. Like an aftershock. Two things happened. One, I read this article about Irish writer Eimear McBride (beautiful name, right?) whose first novel, A Girl Is a Half-formed Thing, won Baileys Women's Prize for Fiction 10 years after she finished it, published after 10 years of rejections. (10 years!) In this article Eimear said that after reading Ulysses she thought, "...everything I have written before is rubbish, and today is the beginning of something else." Naturally, I went to Amazon and started reading the preview of the book, you know, the opening, the first pages. And that. Was. It.

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TAGS: writing, rules, writing rules, inspiration, fear, fear of writing, excerpt, Eimear McBride, A Girl Is a Half-formed Thing, award


April 26, 2014

Writing exactly what you want to write

by Ksenia Anske


Photo by Kyle Thompson

Photo by Kyle Thompson

Photo by Kyle Thompson

Photo by Kyle Thompson

You want to write. You have an impulse, an idea, a story. You sit down. You start. It feels marvelous. It's pouring out of you! You're so happy. You can't stop. You let it out, all of it. You're in the middle of a glorious flow, inspiration, whatever. You keep going. Then it gets slower. Hey, no biggie, you're a trooper, you will work through it. It gets slower still. You start chewing on your pen (or chewing on your fingers, or on you cat's tail, or on a bottle of vodka). You sort of forgot how your story started, so you go back and reread the beginning. Or you organize it on cards, or on cats, or you use Scrivener or sticky Post-It notes or whatever method, but the problem now is that you want to change things. You're tempted to edit. However your writing process looks, you get to that fenland point. That sticky sucky place where someone poured molasses over your machinery and you shake a fist at the sky and wonder where the hell your inspiration went and what the hell you're supposed to do now. We've all been there. I've been there.

OH MY GOD, AM I BLOCKED???

Well, yes and no.

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TAGS: word, sentence, scene, chapter, book, novel, how to, writing, pain, inspiration, flow, practice


March 15, 2014

Reading books that inspire you to write

by Ksenia Anske


Photo by Noukka Signe

Photo by Noukka Signe

Photo by Noukka Signe

Photo by Noukka Signe

I keep writing posts about writing, but reading is a huge part of writing, and something hit me yesterday as I started reading THE STAND by Stephen King. There are books that inspire you to write, period. This is not to say that there are books that don't inspire you to write for some reason. Every single book you read, whether you like it or not, is a learning experience. You can always pick up things, like how to write, or how not to write, and both are valuable. But there is something about some of them that speaks to you as a writer on a completely different level, and that is why we keep coming back to those authors again, and again, and again. They hold our hand and tell us it's okay to write, in fact, they say, yes, you can. Stephen King is one of those authors for me. It doesn't matter what I read by him, I get giddy like a little girl and I can't actually read him without interruptions because I want to jump up every 5 minutes and check my current manuscript, Oh, how did he say this thing again? And how did I say this thing? Oh, I can say this thing like this? Oh, I didn't know I can! And so on. After only writing (and reading) full time for a little less than 2 years, I now firmly believe that to be a successful writer, and by successful I mean to have a readership large enough to sustain you as a writer financially, you have to read only those kinds of books, until you develop enough of a stamina and belief in yourself to know who you are. I'm nowhere near that point, I'm very green. In a sense, I consider myself as a 2 year old (as a writer) and as a 16 year old (as an American writer) because I started learning English 16 years ago when I came to US from Russia, and I have a long way ahead of me to master the language. But let's pull this phenomenon apart and see what is it that makes you want to write, that magic stuff that you read in those special books.

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TAGS: read, reading, books, quotes, inspiration, similes, rhythm, life


January 24, 2014

It's okay to be wrong, and what does WRONG mean anyway?

by Ksenia Anske


Photo by Brooke Shaden

Photo by Brooke Shaden

Photo by Brooke Shaden

Photo by Brooke Shaden

I've been pondering for a while what to write about this time, as several things happened this week, all of them sorta kinda pointing in the same direction. Number one, I had a breakdown, thinking I suck, my writing sucks, and I wanted to quit. Like, for 1 hour I wanted to quit, for real. Then I got really mad for thinking that and wrote 5K words. I got over it. But other little things kept happening, and I started thinking, what the hell? Why do I suddenly doubt myself? I'm on my 3rd novel, it's supposed to be easier? I told everyone it's easier? Now what? What is going on? And I think I know. I'm guessing I'm graduating to some other level, not so much in my writing, but in this tricky thing called self-belief. I stopped being afraid, I know I can write, I'm still not satisfied with my writing (I hear writers never are), but I'm not a total newbie anymore. And what happened is, at one point I got so relaxed and so myself, that I thought, oh my God, what if people think I'm wrong? Who do I think I am, to feel so comfortable? I'm doing it wrong, I'm doing everything wrong! And it kept going like this in my head in circles. I imagine you had something like this happen to you too. I think it happens just so you can get over it and get to the next stage, to be okay with how you are write, YOUR WAY. I think that's what it is.

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TAGS: wrong, right, Hugh Howey, Amanda Palmer, Chuck Palahniuk, inspiration, Michael Gruber, experience


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